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................that's my mood.

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Lately, I've been straying away from this site in terms of blogging. I recently added the Ads you see on the sides in hopes of making a little extra money (oh the get $20 quick schemes). I then realized how stupid it was and tried removing the ads, but as you can see, they still haunt me.
Time is moving a lot faster than I would like it to. The weeks blow by like they're individual days. And always so much left to do, always. Fundraising to attend to, papers to write, people to visit, and jobs to start. I've been inspired to write something lately but the words don't seem to want to escape. Maybe Anna Nalick had it right..."2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to" It's from a song called "Just Breathe". Who knows?
I'm sick. I've succumbed to it and even taken a couple sudafed. It honestly helps which frustrates me. I'm not such a big fan of pills. I took medicine for ADHD for the greater part of my life and now I'm not against pills, but I tend to shy away from them. But oh sickness. Thomas Fuller once said "Health is not vauled til sickness comes". I miss a head free from pounding and a throat that doesn't feel like I've got sandpaper stuck in it. But the worst of it came over break in which I'm very grateful for.
I believe I need to write things down more. I have an interview for an on campus job next year and I woke up this morning thinking I had the interview at 9:00, so I was up at 8 (keeping in mind my first commitment is Chapel at 10) showered, dressed and filled out the necessary paperwork. I arrived promopty at 8:50 only to realize my interview is on the 24th at 3:30. I don't know where 9:00a.m on Monday came from.
Oh. People I've recently hung out with or get to hang out with soon (yes, I'm listing)

Kelby Williams
Paul McKinley
Mom
Nathan Rasbaugh
Robert Rasbaugh
Erica Nisley
Hannah Beth
Shana Beers

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do i even know what humility means?

Humble

I prayed that God would humble me.
And do He did. It's always the prayers said off to the side that I forget about that are usually answered. I think worrying about prayers might just be their antidote. Who knows?
It sucked, but at the same time so needed. To be humbled that is.
Thank you. I don't know if you read this, but thank you for letting God use you to help humble me.