Monday, January 19, 2009

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This pain that I have has no cause, rhyme or reason
Let me rip my heart open, let me show you the season

Unannounced it comes down like some fires from Hell
Demons who gnaw at you, wishing you well

Your chains are so heavy, click-clacking behind
But onward you press, and you slowly resign

They've always been there, like some unwanted cyst
Maybe you should end it, would you really be missed?

Lies and deceit slowly cloud o'er your vision
Somewhere along you've forgotten the mission

This disease, it's spreading, and it cracks your skin dry
You sit down and ponder and ask yourself "Why?"

This water you've heard of with some great renown
Don't let it touch you for surely you'll drown

Or not quite, but maybe, but surely...you think
You look at your chains, every last solemn link

Could life be unhindered, without chains could you see
A life without bondage, dare you say free?

Can freedom exist in such an unbridled state?
Your chains are so heavy, is this really your fate?




Saturday, January 17, 2009

Surprised By Joy

I was surprised by Joy today.
It caught me off guard and I was unprepared, but I welcomed You with arms wide.
Thank You for giving me a heart-warming reminder that You love me.
Love that is unfailing and never-ending. Love that will not abandon nor corrupt.
Love that does not have it's own motives or evil schemes.
Pure Love.
I miss you, Joy. A lot.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Joy, El Elyon, Father

Help me to remember this is for You and



You alone.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Time: 12:10 p.m
Location: O'Fallon, Missouri. More specifically, the Goodwin home.

Latest endeavor: Relax
Status: In Transit

So, I have officially will have 32 hours of travel time under my belt once I return from Missouri.
Meeting many amazing people who's names I know, but are not associated with faces.
About to meet Kikka, a very large, smart German Shepherd.
I am terrified. Large barking dogs and myself simply do not mix.

Not a whole lot to report on the weekend. I'm sure more will come.