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Jesus, I need you to be my everything. I need you to fill those gaps in my life. I need you to fulfill those desires in my heart. You have to otherwise what am I but empty? Jesus, I pray that You truly and literally be my everything. Otherwise, I have nothing. I can't go on like this much longer and You know it. I can't stand to bear this emptiness, this lonely, abandoned, isolated and forlorn place I constantly find myself in. Why is this road so empty and why am I suddenly looking back to the things I was sure I counted the cost of.

been a while...

almost a month in fact....have I lost inspiration? It's not that I've been too busy, God strike me down if I ever use that excuse. Straight up lie right there.
I helped fix a Raku kiln today. I'm excited to be able to use it. I also glazed some pots....didn't glaze them in time to make it into the art show. :) Oh well.
Also replaced the wheels on my rollerblades (finally). A big thank you to Jonathan for hooking me up with the semi-new wheels. They roll nicely.
It's about 12:20a.m. I have no reason to be awake right there. I don't want to be awake. I want to be sleeping and yet I'm not tired, nor hungry. Thirsty yes. So thirsty...for....what. Water? It will only make me thirsty again. I thirst to thirst no longer.
Deus Caritas Est............He has to be.